hey there people...

i havent published a blog entry in a very very very long time....

(i wonder whether this will get published at the end....i usually type a really long entry and delete it at the end

...why? no particular reason or whatsoever...)

so...why did i start writing....

i dont know....i actually want to get a blogspot.....but i know i will give up....really fast...so...what's the point of wasting a good blogspot...i might as well give it to others...

i received a letter from afs today...

i wantED....(i repeat....wantED.....see the "-ED" there?...i USED TO want it...but not now) it really badly back when i gave it to my dad and asked him to post it for me...

this few weeks...i was hoping that some accident happened and the envelope got lost....i was hoping that my dad put it in the car boot and forgot to post it..i was hoping that i forgot to write their address......ARGHH.....conclusion: i was hoping that they wouldn't pick me for the interview...

not that i don't want to go...i do want to go...but...seems like...my family planned for a holiday...not just my mum..dad...sis...its like....plus the aunties and uncles and cousins ....and...it's probably our last holiday together....since...my cousins are going to universities.....colleges...overseas...and stuff...so...duh.... i have to go...

these 2 events will most probably coincide with each other...and...ugh....u get the point...

so...i have to go for an interview....here is the list of pros and if i go....

 

The Pros..

1. i may get a chance to go to japan...

2.i get to skip 2 malay lessons and 1 moral lesson...(XD...the interview is during school time)

3......err...i forgot

 

anyway

The Cons...

1. i get millions of marks deducted cos i wont be at school....and i DONT WANT MY MARKS DEDUCTED!!!

2. im causing inconvenience for my mum/dad who has to send me there and pick me up....

3. if i dont go...they'll probably blacklist me...and i wont get another chance....eeep...

4. if i get it....what about the family trip.... ><

 

dilemmas...dillemas.....aiks...

so how?

tell me....the interview's on the COMING TUESDAY!!!....

i only have 3 more days to think....