=liann=

not sure how i feel at the moment....

someone in school...i forgot who...told me that there would be a holiday tomorrow...

undoubtedly...i thought of....my society's farewell party....

bulls***...wth have i n the rest of the commitee done wrong to be prevented for holding this....emm...event? (which at first.....pey ling decided...to be held on 14/8)

it all started when lin feng jing laoshi....suggested that we should have the farewell party (?) on 7/8 so that it doesnt clash with the form 3s' exams....

i'm not sure if the party is relevant with this matter....it shouldnt be...since we're supposed to say "bye bye" to the senior 3s' not the junior 3s'...

anywayhis is the 1st time the event got cancelled....(the date was changed to 14/8 to 7/8)

 

then.....during the first week in august....there was an announcement at our school...that stated that our school was gonna be closed for 1 week.....

all the bookings made.....were cancelled....we had to get our deposit back...i had to tell the person in charge of the sound system that the party is cancelled and we wont be borrowing her society's sound system....we also had to cancel our food order....

so...that was the 2nd time....

 

the third

when school reopened...it was suggested that the party was to be held on the 21/8....everything was going well....we paid the deposit again....we changed the time, booked the canteen and placed the food order again......the teachers in charge agreed to the changes we made....AT FIRST....

until the school said that there would be a teachers' conference or something like that on that day itself....and lmh decided to cancel the emm...farewell party....

having no authority to go against him....XDDD...(jk...no offence)...we.....haiz....agreed....having not able to hold it on 21/8....i literally begged one of the cocuricullum department's teacher to let us hold it on 18/9.. ...he agreed at last....under one condition...that i dont go around telling others...==

 

and now....the fourth...and the last

why the shit did the education department decide that the holidays start tomorrow (18/9)....my first reaction....tooooot....no lah....i forgot....i think i felt nothing...as i am used to it.....i got almost everything ready........damn....now...i have to go through the same routine again...the cancellations....==..

 

i've given up hope...........maybe....pey ling and iuning and i and the rest are destined not to hold this....event...

 

geez

anim8or....it revealed the evil side of all of us...

this week has been ghastly....

god...i've never used d "ef" word till i started.....on the stupid imbecilic anim8or project...

it really gets on your nerves....during the hols i spent almost 1-2 hours per day trying to understand the damn software...

and i spent around 6 hours (or maybe more) in total to get the damn monkey figure done....

and i spent 8 whole hours staring at the damn computer screen, which was radiating radioactive rays or whatever it is...to get a 6 second movie clip done...

which i did ALL over again the next day.. (just because the banana which is supposed to be stationary kept moving about....more precisely...it sank underground...WTH?!!!..DAMN!  after one week on workin on those stupid animated monkeys...i finally got it done TODAY!!...

WTH?!! a SEVEN second clip done in SEVEN days....WTH?! i spend at least 4 hours per day after skul and wat i get is an average of 1 second of the clip done per day?

F..

joelyn also very kasihan....she had her sequence all done...but when she added it to the scene part...it went all wrong...!!! what the shit?! she was not in a good mood...

obviously...she stayed up until 3?!!!!! that is....wow...very emm.....late....(early?)...she is waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy better in anim8or than i....i suck like shit ...using this shitty software....

the scene iuning did was FANTABULOUS!! XD....seriously....if she is given a hundred for her scenes...i will be given a negative for mine...X)

 

GAWD!!! i hope that we can finish it by monday.....TT.TT it is tearing me apart....n also killing the others..

Fuyoh~ yiting....han rong and i all received the letters from afs..

yi ting n i both got the letters first....

damn weird....didn't know why han rong didn't get the letter...(he's definitely more eligible)

why why why is my interview time different from them.....WHY?!! can't we all go together...

i am so gonna call them tomorrow....maybe during the second period...i'll go to the toilet and make a phone call...XD...if not during recess....

reasons i will give...

1. i don't have any transport...if i go on monday...(2-5)...my friend will be able to send me there

2. plus...my mum has work...and my dad has to send my sis to school...so he won't be able to send me there

3. i don't know the way there....

4. i'm having an exam on tuesday....so pls pls let me change my interview time...it's quite true...mou mou said he'll be giving us an exam when school starts

5. i'll miss most of my school classes....if i go from 2-5 on mon...i wont miss as many classes....

 (= = i'm NOT lying...the reasons above are the truth)

that's my only chance...please please please allow me to have my interview time changed....

anyway...the best news i got all day came from han rong...

he said....i did not have to get any marks deducted...cause i'll be able to get te4 bie2 shi4 jia4...YEAH!! thanks a lot....XD

 

***if if if if i get the scholarship...i hope this wont clash with my family holiday...aiks....i need $$$...gonna save save save***

hey there people...

i havent published a blog entry in a very very very long time....

(i wonder whether this will get published at the end....i usually type a really long entry and delete it at the end

...why? no particular reason or whatsoever...)

so...why did i start writing....

i dont know....i actually want to get a blogspot.....but i know i will give up....really fast...so...what's the point of wasting a good blogspot...i might as well give it to others...

i received a letter from afs today...

i wantED....(i repeat....wantED.....see the "-ED" there?...i USED TO want it...but not now) it really badly back when i gave it to my dad and asked him to post it for me...

this few weeks...i was hoping that some accident happened and the envelope got lost....i was hoping that my dad put it in the car boot and forgot to post it..i was hoping that i forgot to write their address......ARGHH.....conclusion: i was hoping that they wouldn't pick me for the interview...

not that i don't want to go...i do want to go...but...seems like...my family planned for a holiday...not just my mum..dad...sis...its like....plus the aunties and uncles and cousins ....and...it's probably our last holiday together....since...my cousins are going to universities.....colleges...overseas...and stuff...so...duh.... i have to go...

these 2 events will most probably coincide with each other...and...ugh....u get the point...

so...i have to go for an interview....here is the list of pros and if i go....

 

The Pros..

1. i may get a chance to go to japan...

2.i get to skip 2 malay lessons and 1 moral lesson...(XD...the interview is during school time)

3......err...i forgot

 

anyway

The Cons...

1. i get millions of marks deducted cos i wont be at school....and i DONT WANT MY MARKS DEDUCTED!!!

2. im causing inconvenience for my mum/dad who has to send me there and pick me up....

3. if i dont go...they'll probably blacklist me...and i wont get another chance....eeep...

4. if i get it....what about the family trip.... ><

 

dilemmas...dillemas.....aiks...

so how?

tell me....the interview's on the COMING TUESDAY!!!....

i only have 3 more days to think....